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From the Wife of a Recovering Alcoholic: A Poem “And I Trust Him”

And I Trust Him

LORD knows I love you so much.

I’m not sure what to do.

But God does.

So I trust Him.

My prayer is for us.

I know GOD is for us.

So I trust Him.

I don’t trust myself

or you.

To know what to do.

But I place all my hope and trust

in Jesus Christ.

The Author and Perfecter

of our faith.

And I trust Him.

~ by, the wife of a recovering alcoholic ~

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8/14/14 prayer by Angela

I include this prayer from 8/14/14 because it is part of our written story. I usually journal in the mornings. Both of us get up early in the quiet of the morning to begin our day. We usually make coffee and read our Bibles and pray. Part of my quiet time is writing out scriptures that speak to my heart and anything the Lord puts on my heart. Sometimes He reveals understanding to me through this. Other times, I am led to write out my prayers….

I sincerely add this prayer and any posts that I publish here, to be honest with everyone about who we are and what the Lord is doing as He molds us into His likeness. He is the Potter and we are the clay. He has to break us and re-shape us, mold and mend us, from time to time. He is a loving Shepherd who will not lose one sheep. Thank You, Lord.

Here is the prayer from 8/14/14 by me, Angela.

One thing I know. I cannot do life without You, LORD. One moment, one slip and I know that You are the One who sustains me. To see that there is nothing good or powerful in me other than You in me and at work in and through me is good. This is good to really know and to remember that Your grace is enough and to know how much I need and truly depend on YOU. This should keep me ever more determined to abide in You and to continuously – every moment – seek Your face, O LORD!

I beg You not to take Your Holy Spirit from me or Jerry, or ___, ___, and ___ (my children) or anyone that loves You. Don’t let us forget how much we love and need You. Jerry had a set-back, that’s what he called it this morning. I know it was only You who upheld him and us yesterday and last night. LORD, rise up within both of us! Set that fire – Your Holy Fire – down within us – rising within us – to love You with an all-consuming desire, love and passion – for You – to see Your name famous – to see You high and lifted up – to see Your kingdom come and to see the lost saved – the blind to see – the lame to walk – the deaf to hear – the captives to be set free.

Forgive us. I thank You that You have given us Your power and righteousness to walk in and Your strength and might. Thank You for Your armor. May we walk in it and may You go before and behind as we are hemmed in on all sides by You and You go before and fight these battles, LORD. Create in me and Jerry clean hearts – purify us LORD – grant us willing spirits (and my children) to sustain us that we will not sin against You – that we will walk blameless before You.

I am so thankful and glad that we can walk in Your righteousness, Jesus. Remind us of who we are in You that Your death and sacrifice was not in vain. I know it was not in vain – what I’m saying and You O LORD know – continue the good work You began in us. Grow and mature us in You. Mold us into Your likeness – work in us to will and to act according to Your purposes as you bind our hearts, minds and spirits to Your mind, Jesus – I ask in Your name – line up our flesh and our desires with You and Your plan for us and for Your kingdom.

May all of us be surrendered to You and I pray for You to have Your way in us.

Why sometimes does it take personal wake-up calls to run back to more of You? I love You and cannot wait to see You and to be rid of this flesh! More of You and less of me! More of You and Your presence, Jesus – is my desire – how do we bet lulled to sleep? Let it not be! Alive in You, Christ Jesus, my LORD! I am only alive in You!!! So true.

All of life when not in You is dull, sleep, or frustrated efforts to do it on my own.

I want and need You, LORD, desperately. Stop the enemy in his tracks and all of his minions. Stop any enemy activity in our lives, LORD. You have defeated him and all of his followers. Jesus, I ask in Your name – do not allow any demonic activity, oppression, harassment, influence or control in or around or near me, Jerry, my children, my family, my church, Your church, our leaders…. LORD, You are in control and I trust You alone and You completely. I love You. I thank You. I could never write enough or say enough words, LORD. You know my heart. Keep it tuned to You. I pray, ask and believe and receive in Jesus’ name, LORD. Amen.

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Watch “His Daughter ~ Molly Kate Kestner (Original)” on YouTube

His Daughter ~ Molly Kate Kestner (Original):

This 16 year old girl sings, filled with the Holy Spirit – a song written by her in 15 minutes – because of God’s love…

Pray for this girl also, God’s hand is upon her and I thank Him for His protection and guidance for her and her parents.

This is amazing and very worth watching!

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In the Beginning Was the Word – Random Thoughts and Ramblings for My Lord, Jesus Christ (from Jerry while in jail on 4/26/14)


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John 1:1-5 “In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God. He was in the beginning with God. All things were made through Him and without Him was not any thing made that was made. In Him was life, and the life was the light of men. The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness has not overcome it.”

I think this verse is telling us that Jesus is the Word and it’s telling us that Jesus and God are one and the same. It’s also telling us that even today that nothing was made without Him. Jesus gives us light and eternal life. The darkness has not and never will overcome the light because He is light and created the light.

God is good to us each and every day. His mercies are new each and every day. I’m in jail because of something that I did. I used to blame everything that went wrong in my life on God but I have come to a deeper understanding and walk with my Savior. Is it hard to be in here away from the ones I love? Yes, it is, but I know that my family loves me and that I have to lean on Jesus. I know where I’m going at the end of all of this and that is what really matters. 

Just remember that Jesus loves you and have faith that He arose and ascended and is on the right hand of God making intercession for us. Just remember that God loves us. It is that simple.

by Jerry Dingler on April 26, 2014